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Beliefs~Day 6~Write 28 Day Challenge

Day 6: Beliefs
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“So faith comes from hearing, that is, hearing the Good News about Christ.” Romans 10:17 (NLT)

I Believe, But…

“Thou has said to walk on water
But I stumble in the sand
Oh, to run and not grow weary
Jesus come and hold my hand

For I believe, yes I believe
Please help my unbelief
For I believe, yes I believe
Oh, Lord
Please help my unbelief”
~Jeff Berry Band~

There are situations in the Bible that I can’t or don’t want to picture myself in. Ones like offering my long awaited, only child as a sacrifice to God or stepping unwavering into a fiery furnace. However, some moments captured by the writers of the Word seem to be stories taken from my own life. 

This is a familiar encounter in which Peter and I have much in common:

“Then Peter called to him, ‘Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.’ ‘Yes, come,’ Jesus said. So Peter went over the side of the boat and walked on the water toward Jesus. But when he saw the strong wind and the waves, he was terrified and began to sink. ‘Save me, Lord!’ he shouted. Jesus immediately reached out and grabbed him. ‘You have so little faith,’ Jesus said. ‘Why did you doubt me:’”
Matthew 14:28-31 (NLT)

And then, there’s the concerned father:

“‘How long has this been happening?’ Jesus asked the boy’s father. He replied, ‘Since he was a little boy. The spirit often throws him into the fire or into water, trying to kill him. Have mercy on us and help us, if you can.’ ‘What do you mean, If I can?’ Jesus asked. ‘Anything is possible if a person believes.’ The father instantly cried out, ‘I do believe, but help me overcome my unbelief!’”
Mark 9:21-24 (NLT)

Peter and the boy’s father knew just what to do in their situations. They went to Jesus. I do the same but unfortunately, I also share their belief problem. Way too often I, like Peter, take my eyes off of Jesus and focus instead on my circumstances and feelings, losing my footing as my faith takes a plunge. Or, when life throws me here and there I ask Jesus for help knowing He’s the only One who can, and yet find myself wondering if there really is anything He can do. 

“You have so little faith. Why do you doubt me? What do you mean, if I can?”

And I cry out, “I do believe, but help me overcome my unbelief!”

I wish those words didn’t live in me anymore and I’m not sure how long it will take until they don’t. But this I do know, we have to keep “climbing over the side of the boat” to get to Jesus. Look, He doesn’t leave Peter drowning in his doubt, rather, He reaches out for him. And He doesn’t quit on the questioning father, but heals his son instead. The same is true for you and me. When we “stumble in the sand” rather than walk on water, we can take all our doubts, questions, and yes even our unbeliefs to Jesus. He didn’t give up on them, the other disciples, “Doubting” Thomas, or any of those He encountered that needed help overcoming their unbelief. And the Good News is, He won’t give up on us, either. 

“Promise me Thou won’t forsake me
For my life depends on Thee
Engrave it on my heart reminding
That Your truth has set me free

Thou art great and full of light
That no eye can yet unreel
Please give to me only through your might
A heart that longs to kneel

For I believe, yes I believe
Please help my unbelief
For I believe, yes I believe
Oh, Lord
Please help my unbelief
~Jeff Berry Band~
 

Fascinating~Day 3~Write 28 Day Challenge

Day 3: Fascinating
Singing My Way Through Write 28 Days
Five Minute Friday: Ignore

“The heavens proclaim the glory of God. The skies display his craftsmanship.” Psalm 19:1 (NLT)

What a Wonderful, Fascinating World

“I see trees of green
Red roses too
I see them bloom
For me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world”
Louis Armstrong

It’s everywhere we look. If we look. The colors, textures, patterns, and all the intricacies of God’s artistry in nature. It wasn’t until I began learning about photography that I truly started noticing the perfect attention to detail in creation. The more I discover, especially in unexpected places, the more fascinating it becomes to me. I now find myself asking the same question as David did long ago. Why?

“When I look at the night sky and see the work of your fingers-the moon and the stars you set in place-what are mere mortals that you should think about them, human beings that you should care for them.?”
Psalm 8:3-4 (NLT)

Who am I, a mere mortal, so far from deserving, that God should think of me by surrounding me with such beauty? Birds adorned in breathtaking feathers, each one amazingly unique. Flowers, delicately awash with more colors than an artist’s palette can hold. The sky, the sea and everything in them. Trees, rocks, all the animals on earth. Even the iridescence of a fly of all things! If we go back to the Psalm, David really answers his own question and mine, he says, “that you should care for them.”

“That is why I tell you not to worry about everyday life-And why worry about your clothing? Look at the lilies of the field and how they grow. The don’t work or make their clothing, yet Solomon in all his glory was not dressed as beautifully as they are. And if God cares so wonderfully for wildflowers that are here today and thrown into the fire tomorrow, he will certainly care for you. Why do you have so little faith?”
Matthew 6:25a, 28-30 (NLT)(emphasis mine)

The sun glittering on water, butterfly wings, leaves fluttering against a brilliantly blue sky, a new born lamb, even the inside of an acorn cap of all things! The list is unending because, He’s everywhere we look. If we look. It’s difficult to ignore that we are surrounded by a mosaic of God’s care for us. Each and every piece precisely and expertly crafted as reminders of His great love for you and me. That’s who we are! He planned it this way from the beginning. And it was and is very good. What a wonderful world indeed!

Broken ~ Day 2 ~ Write 28 Days

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Day 2: Broken

“O LORD my God, you have performed many wonders for us. Your plans for us are too numerous to list. You have no equal. If I tried to recite all your wonderful deeds, I would never come to the end of them.” Psalm 40:5 (NLT)

Broken Road

“This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.”
Rascal Flatts

Have you ever thought about all the unfulfilled dreams, incomplete plans, prayers that weren’t answered as you wanted, twists, turns, and detours it has taken to get you to exactly where you are today? 

Many of you know the “broken road” that led me to West Virginia. What you might not know, are the heartaches I experienced as part of the journey. Teaching jobs after teaching jobs were given to someone else and it left me feeling inadequate and like a failure. Loneliness set in as my friends one by one moved on in their lives while I was stuck where I was without them. (No cell phones back then) And maybe the most difficult for me was the realization that the man I hoped and prayed for wasn’t to be found so marriage and a family probably weren’t in the cards for me. I felt lost. But God knew right where I was and where I was going.

I had lost MY way, but soon found that step by step, I was traveling the route GOD was navigating:

~The “unexpected” introduction to a West Virginian visiting Michigan resulted in,
~An “out-of-the-blue” last minute phone call offering me a position for the job I longed to do,
~I had “just enough” money for my plane fare to a place I’d never even heard of, then
~The “last minute” change in plans effecting my lodging lead to,
~”A spur of the moment” offer of hospitality from a fellow teacher I didn’t know,
~Who “just so happened” to introduce me to her single farmer son and the rest my friends, is history. Coincidence? I think not! 

In the span of little over a week, I had the job I’d hoped for, met colleagues I knew would become friends, found respite for my homesickness in the familiarity of a farm house, AND met my future mother-in-love and husband. It was “all part of a grander plan” that was coming true. I just didn’t know it at the time.

“We can make our plans, but the LORD determines out steps.”
Proverbs 16:9 (NLT)

I know you’ll find this hard to believe but I like to control things, for life to go as I want it to. And in the midst of all the discouragement and doubt, I couldn’t see that something much better was coming. Even now, knowing what I know from this experience and others, when faced with disappointment and pain, I still find myself vying for control, whining about where I am instead of trusting that God has a better path marked out. You too?

“For I know the plans I have for you, says the LORD. They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.”
Jeremiah 29:11 (NLT)

When God spoke these words so long ago, I think he was saying them to us, too. They are a promise to hold on to when everywhere we turn seems to be a dead end; a reminder that though to us the road may seem broken, He sees the completed Way, the One that leads us straight to Him, our future and our hope.

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Wonderful ~ Day 1 ~ Write 28 Days

Singing My Way Through Write 28 Days
Day 1: Beautiful

 

“Isn’t she lovely.
Isn’t she wonderful.”
~Stevie Wonder~

Isn’t She Wonderful
Dedicated to my special circle of friends (you know who you are) with gratitude.

Isn’t she wonderful?
That friend who encourages your dreams and pushes you further than you think you can go.
The one who takes time out of her busy schedule just to meet you for coffee and a chat.

Isn’t she wonderful?
That friend who makes you feel beautiful when you don’t think it’s possible.
The one who, during difficult times, just steps in to help without being asked.

Isn’t she wonderful?
That friend with who a lifetime of years and many miles doesn’t change a thing between you.
The one who writes you letters, sends cards, orders flowers right when you’re at your loneliest. 

Isn’t she wonderful?
That friend who keeps your secrets and trusts you with hers.
The one who prays for you in hard times, good times, and all the times in between.

Isn’t she wonderful?
That friend who you can’t imagine walking this journey without.
The one who lets you be yourself, sing off key, laugh too loud, and she loves you anyway.

Isn’t she wonderful?
That friend who inspires you with her strength, creativity, courage, and wisdom.
The one you aspire to be like.

Isn’t she wonderful?
That friend who you know without a shadow of doubt, is a gift from God.
The one you thank Him for every day.

Isn’t she wonderful?
That friend who is forever entwined in your heart and soul.
The one that makes you want to be that kind of friend, too.

“A friend loves at all times,”
Proverbs 17:17a (NIV)

Fake~Five Minute Friday

“Rather, you must grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. All glory to him, both now and forever! Amen.” 2 Peter 3:18

Slow Doesn’t Mean Fake

When I first received this dove planter as a gift, it was full of a variety of live succulents. I loved it! Following all of the directions that came with it, I was determined to do everything right to help those plants grow. I tried my best, I really did. But despite all my effort, they didn’t make it. Every single one shriveled up and died. It’s not how I thought it would be, And now, the only things inside that container are artificial, plastic imitations. They look good, but it’s not the same as having the real thing growing there.

Here’s the truth: Sometimes, when I look at those fake succulents, I see myself….

When I received the gift of salvation, I was full of so many ideas about what it meant to live for Christ and I’ve attempted to follow the direction I’ve received. Believe me, I’ve been determined to do everything right to increase my growth as a Christian. I try my best, but despite all my effort I’m still not where I thought I’d be by now. 

Those of you who’ve read much of what I write know that I share lessons the Holy Spirit has given me to help us as we live a Christian life while in a difficult world. They’ve all been things I’ve needed, yet I haven’t mastered any of them. Behaviors I’ve struggled with for years like worry, clinging to control, rule following, and perfectionism continue to deplete me today. I spend more time playing Wordle and being on my iPad than I do being in the Word. My prayer life at times feels as if it’s literally shriveling up. Oh, I can look good on the outside and even sound good, but feeling like a “plastic imitation” is not who I want to be. I want the “real thing” growing.

“Let your roots grow down into him, and let your lives be built on him. Then your faith will grow strong in the truth you were taught, and you will overflow with thankfulness.”
Colossians 2:7 (NLT)

Thankfully, this verse reminds me that our growth as Christians doesn’t happen because I try my best or you try your best to follow the directions. We must be rooted in and draw from God, not our own performances. The result of depending solely on our own efforts? Well, I’m afraid it’s a lot like like my succulents, we’re just not going to make it. Maybe you’ve been realizing the same thing

The life cycle of a Christian is much like that of a plant. When we are in the fertile ground of the Gardner, with attention, care, the Son, and being watered with the Word we thrive and grow. BUT, like in nature, it doesn’t happen overnight.  Progress takes time. Accepting this helps me, and maybe you too, understand that slow doesn’t mean fake.

Here’s THE Truth: “And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.”
Philippians 1:6 (NLT)

Growing is gradual and takes hard work. Yes, we may wilt at times, have to endure the elements, and our progress may often feel stunted. But, God the Sower won’t give up! He will continue working in us, around us, and for us until we finally see ourselves for real, as the one He’s always cultivated us to be.

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Doubt ~ Five Minute Friday

“Keep putting into practice all you learned and received from me-everything you heard from me and saw me doing. Then the God of peace will be with you.” Philippians 4:9 (NLT)

Show Tribute

Have you ever been to a tribute show? You know, one where an artist’s life’s work is to portray someone who is well-known? I recently attended one and I must say, it was an intriguing experience. 

While I knew without a doubt that John Denver wasn’t in my presence, at times it sure seemed as if he was. The man on stage looked like him, acted like him, and sounded just like him. I could almost imagine that John Denver was standing right in front of me, singing songs I could remember every word of. Watching and listening to Ted Vigil was a reminder of all I knew and loved about John Denver and his music. And since then, I’ve wanted to hear more, enjoying it now like I was hearing it for the first time.

Did you know that as Christians we are to show tribute with our lives too? 

“Imitate God, therefore, in everything you do, because you are his dear children. Live a live filled with love, following the example of Christ.”
Ephesians 5:1-2a (NLT)

“Imitate God.” “Follow the example of Christ.” You and I should make it our life’s work to portray Him to the world. 

We should look like Him:

“Since you have heard about Jesus and have learned the truth that comes from him, throw off your old sinful nature and your former way of life, which is corrupted by lust and deception. Instead, let the Spirit renew your thoughts and attitudes. Put on your new self, created to be like God-truly righteous and holy.
Ephesians 2:21-24 (NLT)

We should act like Him:

“And you yourself must be an example to them by doing good works of every kind. Let everything you do reflect the integrity and seriousness of your teaching.”
Titus 2:7 (NLT)

And we should sound just like Him:

“Don’t use foul or abusive language. Let everything you say be good and helpful, so that your words will be an encouragement to those who hear them.”
Ephesians 4:29 (NLT)

Is it easy? We know the answer to that question, but we can’t give up. As with any life’s work, portraying Christ takes dedication, practice, and lots of prayer, but as they say, “The world’s a stage and the show must go on.” So, we step out into the Light, living so that whether sitting in the front row or all the way in the back, those watching can almost imagine Jesus standing right in front of them, a reminder that they are known and loved. And then maybe, they’ll even want to hear more. 

“He has given me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see what he has done and be amazed. They will put their trust in the LORD.”
Psalm 40:3 (NLT)

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Receive ~ Five Minute Friday

“Every good and perfect gift is from above,” James 1:17a

Perfect Gifts

Making a Christmas wish-list was always exciting when I was a child. I remember thumbing page by page through the Sears Toy Catalog and circling item after item I wanted and hoped to find under the tree. 

That long list of wants has grown noticeably shorter the older I get. In fact, this year I was hard pressed to think of anything I needed. That didn’t stop my family from giving generously, though. I recently posted about the wonderful, unexpected present they gave me (a Bird Buddy) which I not only enjoy immensely, but more importantly, it’s a gift that shows they know and love me well.

It is for those very same reasons that these days, I really look forward most to opening the special treats my young grandsons pick out and wrap up on their own just for me. They’ve chosen things for my love of art, dry MiMi skin, and this year a notebook (because I was a teacher and love to write) and pretty dish towels that have a bicycle with a basket on them that looks just like mine.Yes, being known and loved results in receiving the most perfect gifts. Don’t you agree?

Why is it then, that I sometimes question what I receive from God? He is the One who knows me (us) best and offers gifts with the greatest love; so how can I think they are anything less than perfect?

“O LORD, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit down or stand up. You know my thoughts even when I’m far away. You see me when I travel and when I rest at home. You know everything I do. You know what I am going to say even before I say it, LORD. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too great for me to understand!”
Psalm 139:1-4,6 (NLT)

God knows EVERYTHING about us. He knows us better than we know ourselves, His love is more than we can comprehend, and yet, when those items I have on my prayer-list aren’t delivered in the way I’d hoped, I question God’s choices for me. Maybe you’ve done that, too.

When we’re offered a different job than the one we really wanted, that relationship we long for doesn’t happen, our plans change and take us where we never imagined we would be, or a multitude of other things we’re given in this life, can leave wondering why we’ve received the “white elephant” instead of the “special treat” we’d expected.

Here’s the thing: all the situations listed above are not just gifts, but the most perfect gifts I have received from God. Every teaching job I tried for was a dead end except Circleville School which was NOT on my wish-list. I’d given up on finding “the one” and then met him the first week after moving to rural West Virginia where I’d never considered going. The result? A better life than I could ever imagine. Did I recognize them as perfect gifts in the moment? Definitely not. Do I know now, without a doubt, that I’m known and loved well by the Father? Definitely!  I have to be honest, sometimes I have trouble remembering it. I guess I’m still a work in progress. You too?

The truth is, the long list of wants I’ve had for my life is growing shorter the older I become AND the more I get to know the Giver. In fact, I’m hard pressed to think of much I need that He hasn’t already given. Yes, being known and loved truly does result in receiving the most perfect gifts! Don’t you agree?

“Thank God for this gift too wonderful for words!”
2 Corinthians 9:15 (NLT)

Witness ~ Five Minute Friday

“We are witnesses of these things and so is the Holy Spirit, who is given by God to those who obey him.” Acts 5:32

Witness

One of my very favorite read-aloud Christmas books is Max Lucado’s “The Crippled Lamb.” It’s the story of Joshua who was born with a leg that doesn’t work and he can’t do all the things he wishes he could. A day comes for his flock to move to a new meadow and he is excited. But, the Shepherd comes to Joshua and tells him he must stay behind. Instead of joining the others he is sent to a stable. As you might guess, the little lamb is devastated to find himself somewhere he doesn’t want to be.

 Later in the story, noises in the stable wake a frightened Joshua. He looks around in the dark and is surprised to find that a baby has been born and is laying in his manger.  Yes, this little, disappointed, weak lamb becomes one of the first to witness the miraculous birth of Jesus, the Messiah. Amazing! It gets me every time. There might even be some tears.

You know? This isn’t just a book for Christmas. It’s a story for life. Our lives. We all are “crippled” in some way and it can hold us back from doing all we want to. We make plans only to have them change unexpectedly. And I’ve been devastated to find myself in the midst of something or somewhere I never wanted to be. Maybe you have too. But, like for Joshua, those dark, often scary places. or when we are at our weakest, are exactly where we too can witness God.

Back in the story, Baby Jesus becomes cold, Joshua realizes he can help and curls up beside Him to warm Him with his fleece. The lamb who wasn’t where he thought he’d be, learns he was actually right where the Shepherd had wanted him all along. I don’t know about you, but  when I look back I can see the same thing in my own life. There have been many times when I was not in the place I thought I’d be or wanted to be, but soon discovered was exactly where God knew I needed to be. Sometimes it’s been to help me grow and others to help someone else, both in ways I never thought possible. Amazing! It gets me every time. There might even be tears. Oh, who am I kidding? When witnessing God’s love, for me, there are always tears! 

“But the angel said to them, ‘Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord.’”
Luke 2:11(NIV)

“My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,” says the LORD. “And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine. For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.”
Isaiah 55:8-9 (NLT)

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Day 29: Lost

31 Days of Five Minute Free Writes

“But thank God! He has made us his captives and continues to lead us along in Christ’s triumphal procession. Now he uses us to spread the knowledge of Christ everywhere, like a sweet perfume.” 2 Corinthians 2:14 (NLT)

Day 29: Lost

While I was away caring for my grandsons Covid caught up with me. Thankfully I wasn’t extremely sick but a few days in and something odd happened. After spraying air freshener I couldn’t detect the scent at all. I tried to convince myself that it was my imagination, but when I opened a new can of stinky dog food and didn’t grimace like I normally did, I knew I’d lost my sense of smell. 

Normally I have a keen sense of smell, noticing whiffs of things others don’t. Many aromas illicit happy memories for me, too. But now, I found myself no longer able to perceive the sweet scent of a freshly bathed little one, the warm, homey essence of spices from French Toast on the griddle, or the fresh fragrance of clean laundry.  The thought that the joy from smelling those things I love being lost, for I didn’t know how long, was disheartening. 

The longer I couldn’t smell, the more bland food began to taste and my appetite for it waned. I could no longer detect good from bad refrigerator smells which had the potential for unpleasant side effects. My world lacked the fullness it once had and oh, how I hoped it would return.

It’s always amazing how God uses unusual things in my life to teach me important lessons. Does He do that for you, too? In the midst of all this Covid drama I was reminded that Christ is referred to as an aroma to be experienced.

I don’t know about you, but when I live life distracted in this unhealthy world, it’s more difficult to detect the fragrant offering of Jesus. The longer I’ve lost my sense of Him, the more my desire to feed on the Word wanes, I have a greater difficulty distinguishing good from bad which has the potential for unpleasant repercussions, and I realize that the joy I’d had breathing in His love is missing. My soul is downcast. 

With time my body healed and I was happily able to smell again. Thank goodness the same can be true for our souls. Immersing ourselves in the pleasing aroma of Christ the crucified offers us healing and a life saturated in love. Even more than that, one full of hope for His return.

“Imitate God, therefore, in everything you do, because you are his dear children. Live a life filled with love, following the example of Christ. He loved us and offered himself as a sacrifice for us, a pleasing aroma to God.” Ephesians 5:1-2 (NLT)

Breathe in. Take joy in the presence of His sweet fragrance. Celebrate that what was lost (us) has been restored!

Day 28: While

31 Days of Five Minute Friday Free Writes

“In my time of need, I called to the Eternal; I begged my True God for help. He heard my voice echo up to His temple, and my cry came to His ears.” Psalm 18:6 (The Voice)

Day 28: While

It’s no secret that I love birds and enjoy feeding and photographing them. I start almost every day with coffee, sitting in my chair, watching out the window as the birds partake of their morning feast. That is, until this summer. Something strange happened and I didn’t like it one bit!

Grackles (in the blackbird family) swooped in and landed on the grass under my “bird cafe.”

Fewer and fewer of my regular visitors came to the feeders as more and more grackles arrived. As the number of grackles grew, the fewer finches, titmice, nuthatches, and cardinals stopped in. Pretty soon the lawn appeared black as the flock of grackles daily foraged on it. I’m talking 25-30 boisterous birds. Much to my dismay, they seemed content to stay despite my efforts to discourage them and soon the little feathered friends I love disappeared from my feeders all together. 

Finally, it became apparent that to prompt the interlopers to move on I’d just have to stop filling the feeders, and so I did.  It took several days for them to clean up all that had fallen to the ground below, but eventually they finally moved on. I was overjoyed until……the familiar little birds didn’t come back. I waited expectantly as time passed but they still didn’t return. I. Was. Heartbroken.

What’s a bird brain like me to do when hers are missing? I prayed. Yes, I know it’s silly and I even told God I knew He had more important things to worry about. But I prayed for “my birds” to return anyway. Anyone else pray for goofy things?

Once in a while something happens that fills me with such awe that it overflows from my heart and down my cheeks. The very next day after my plea to God, I looked out the window and couldn’t believe my eyes! (Although I should have.) Scurrying head first down a tree branch toward the waiting sunflower seeds was a nuthatch, my favorite of all the birds! After weeks of their absence, but not even 24 hours after I prayed, God sent me a message through a little gray and white bird. “I hear you,” He said, and I cried.

You see, I’d already been struggling and wondering if my voice mattered to God at all. Maybe you’ve wondered too. A silly prayer and the gift of a bird’s return reassure me it does. They’ve also given me confidence to believe that those BIG things I’ve been praying for have been heard, too and that God is working them out in His time and in His way just like He did at my bird  feeders.

“Don’t be anxious about things; instead, pray. Pray about everything. He longs to hear your requests, so talk to God about your needs and be thankful for what has come.”
Philippians 4:6 (The Voice, emphasis mine)

When it comes to our prayers, big or seemingly insignificant, what a comfort Paul offers us to know God “longs to hear” them all! Now, we need to watch with expectation for what comes. And when it does, whether in years or hours, we can join in with the Psalmist with thanksgiving and proclaim:

“But surely God has heard me; He has paid attention to the urgency of my request.
Mat the True God be blessed, for He did not turn away from my prayer
nor did He hold back His loyal love from me.”
Psalm 66:19-20 (The Voice)